In dreams

who knew you could actually will yourself to dream about something you wanted.
I wonder if dreaming about it then ruins your chances of it unfolding.

I once dreamed something into exactness. Well almost ... reality had less of the fuzzy edge halo.

but that was only once and it was such a small occurrence. There are lots of way's I am sure you could explain it away.

I feel sometimes that fate drags me by my nose just to point my eyes at something I have seen so many times before and it says ..."look."

god that was such a good dream... I wish I could have kept sleeping only I don't quite know how it might have went from there. The only part that seemed real or possible was the one moment in which everything fell into place. The appearance of celebrity characters and the odd way I arrived at my destination... via my dad's old Mack Truck... was highly unlikely and to boot I am not a willowy platinum blond with long perfect hair.

It could be that living day to day on an idea is enough... weather or not it comes to fruition or not.
I have been doing it so long anyway without really realizing it.
It's been the soft place in the back of my mind.
Where I would rest my head and enfold myself if feeling troubled.

I wish
I wish

the weight of words. lord.

and what would happen

if nothing else. It's a nice place to dream.